Being my father - A posthumous email

Dear Silvia,
I’ve missed you so much.
For days, months, and years, I longed to hug you, to hear your voice. To touch you.
I’ve felt alone. You can’t imagine how deeply I wished to speak with you, to see you again.
But there was no desire on your part to talk to me.
And that hurt - I swear.
It’s been a deep despair and desolation to feel so abandoned by you. I’ve always loved you, ever since you were a child. I may not have been the perfect father you hoped for, but I was never a criminal. Whenever you needed me, I was there. Always ready to help. Maybe not always with money — I’ve never known how to handle it — but I was there, with what I had.

Good luck, Silvia.

Dad.

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