Fabrizio Ulivieri - TrendSetter

How is it possible that I forgot so much? So much of my past that I do not even remember who was I? What happened? In which way did I remove almost my entire life? At least 50 years of my life are all but cancelled. I sense that memory is so strictly bound to the body. When the body changes, and everyday changes, you lose the memory stringently connected to your body. Memory is not a matter independent of the body, memory is intertwined with the body. Memory, Self and body are trinitary. Three in one relation. Their staying connected it's You. And for too long this Trinity had somehow faded into a mist dense and thick. And only now after I started some periods of fasting, I have been able to gain back some of what I was once, for the mist lifted up. All in all, I think I am blessed because it simply does not occur to many to have the will to think about their losing the past and their memory and why. You need components [1] in you which make you able to sense and hear the inner voi...

  Hours after my decision, I felt the undeniable reason that my life had begun to change with strangely aligned sensations. The only hesitation that made me wonder the morning when I got up was whether everything did not spring from the fictional leanings of my mind. After so many years I felt myself in my body. Before I was myself in someone else's body. Could it be true? For months and month after month, I had realized that a change was inevitable. for all was nonsense. Living like that was nonsense. The pain I suffered every day was nonsense. I couldn't handle my ineptitude in not finding a solution to my suffering. Above all because I knew what the solution was. I had to stop eating. Maybe had nothing to do with my real problem, but I wound up asking myself if my decision about stopping eating was according to the Zeitgeist or against it. When you think and when you talk you never think or talk aside from the times you live in. The way I talked and thought in the Seventies ...